• dread

    Today is “ the” dreaded day..it is six o'clock in the morning..i am alone awake..wondering restlessly what tomorrow will be..the “day” has arrive..the start of the journey of waiting..the beginning closer of knowing the truth....the truth..the end..what is.. the state of nothingness..and today is its commencement..an uncertain path..a dim road..with vague directions..the waiting of not knowing..dreadful ..yes..hopeful yet emptied..unclear..unsure..feared..

    a time to panic?.a time to plan again?..a time to work harder..a time of idleness?..i dn't know..but i know..it is a time to pray..is it time to let go of the dream?..the second home i got used to?..or the time to hold on further to see light..or is this another false hope?..is staying foolish?..must patience be extended ?..is it worth the linger?..only God knows..

    what must one do i ask my self..do I let go?..staying for something unknown or of deciding to let go of something you are not sure of what is.. two things that gives my mind no peace and makes my heart heavy..terrified to think of the loose ends , making you insecure and unsafe..you wish you have the answers outright..so there will be no waiting..only certainty and control..but it is a luxury i can only fantasize at the moment..

    the day has come..the day where some have left and others challenged to wait..yes..the day the fate shall be realized..this is its beginning..let it be positive..let it be favorable...wished and prayed..but..here now..is the dreadful beginning..yes..”the” dreaded day..

  • GREY’S ANATOMY

    Grey’s Anatomy.a tv show i have been addicted to, ever since Josh (a student of mine) introduced it to me and lent his step mom’s cd containing the show’s season 1 and 2.for three days ,i watched the series ..only allowing breaks and pauses for food,water,bath..and sleep- and only because my eyes were tired and strained. it was the longest video marathon i ever did..hence, an addiction to the show. it didn’t even stop there. after the last episode of season 2, i started waiting for hours- spending time and electricity, downloading season 3..i must admit..i fell in a trance, the world outside just suddenly stopped for a tv show..i cried,laughed a lot,felt loss,felt every pain and joy,surprised and amazed of its twists and turns..in short..i related with it intensely..it reminded me of my past, made me in tune with my present, and gave me clues on how to live my future. its script, is beautifully written . and i must say, it does have a sense of realism - of which Gio (a friend who is now an intern at the PGH) begs to disagree. well maybe not what actually happens on the hospital floors and operating tables, but with how people react and respond on life’s challenges. may it be reacting or responding to love earned or love lost, to making or breaking a career, to keeping or lossing friends, to accepting or denying truths, to holding or letting go of control, to attachments or detachments, to the call of flesh or the spirit, to sanity or madness..all of what being humane is about. i specially like how it presents “An experience, example, or observation that imparts beneficial new knowledge or wisdom” -lessons in life,such as the high and lows of adolescence, the idea of God, religion, hypocricy..et. al..and the soundtracks ..of course..music makes it more dramatic, right!….so - i am a certified fanatic of the tv series..more than i am with 24 or sex and the city or prison break.

  • a simple funny thing to share

    True Words
    > Can't Make This Stuff Up
    >
    > These are from a book called Disorder
    in the
    > American Courts and are things
    > people actually said in court, word
    for word, taken
    > down and now published
    > by court reporters who had the torment
    of biting
    > their lip to stay calm
    > while these exchanges were taking place.
    >
    > Q: Are you sexually active?
    > A: No, I just lie there.
    >
    _____________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: What is your date of birth?
    > A: July 15.
    > Q: What year?
    > A: Every year.
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: What gear were you in at the moment
    of the
    > impact?
    > A: Gucci sweats and Reeboks.
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: This myasthenia gravis, does it
    affect your
    > memory at all?
    > A: Yes.
    > Q: And in what ways does it affect
    your memory?
    > A: I forget.
    > Q: You forget? Can you give us an
    example of
    > something that you've
    > forgotten?
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: How old is your son, the one living
    with you?
    > A: Thirty-eight or thirty-five, I
    can't remember
    > which.
    > Q: How long has he lived with you?
    > A: Forty-five years.
    >
    _________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: What was the first thing your
    husband said to you
    > when he woke up that
    > morning?
    > A: He said, "Where am I, Cathy?"
    > Q: And why did that upset you?
    > A: My name is Susan.
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: Do you know if your daughter has
    ever been
    > involved in voodoo or the
    > occult?
    > A: We both do.
    > Q: Voodoo?
    > A: We do.
    > Q: You do?
    > A: Yes, voodoo.
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: Now doctor, isn't it true that when
    a person dies
    > in his sleep, he does
    > know about it until the next morning?
    > A: Did you actually pass the bar exam?
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: The youngest son, the
    twenty-year-old, how old is
    > he?
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: Were you present when your picture
    was taken?
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: So the date of conception of the
    baby was August
    > 8th?
    > A: Yes.
    > Q: And what were you doing at that time?
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: She had three children, right?
    > A: Yes.
    > Q: How many were boys?
    > A: None.
    > Q: Were there any girls?
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: How was your first marriage terminated?
    > A: By death.
    > Q: And by whose death was it terminated?
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: Can you describe the individual?
    > A: He was about medium height and had
    a beard.
    > Q: Was this a male, or a female?
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: Is your appearance here this
    morning pursuant to
    > a deposition which I
    > sent to your attorney?
    > A: No, this is how I dress when I go
    to work.
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: Doctor, how many autopsies have you
    performed on
    > dead people?
    > A: All my autopsies are performed on
    dead people.
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: ALL your responses MUST be oral, OK?
    > A: Yes.
    > Q: What school did you go to?
    > A: Oral.
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: Do you recall the time that you
    examined the
    > body?
    > A: The autopsy started around 8:30 p.m.
    > Q: And Mr. Dennington was dead at the
    time?
    > A: No, he was sitting on the table
    wondering why I
    > was doing an autopsy.
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: Are you qualified to give a urine
    sample?
    >
    ______________________________________________________________
    >
    > Q: Doctor, before you performed the
    autopsy, did you
    > check for a pulse?
    > A: No.
    > Q: Did you check for blood pressure?
    > A: No.
    > Q: Did you check for breathing?
    > A: No.
    > Q: So, then it is possible that the
    patient was
    > alive when you began the
    > autopsy?
    > A: No.
    > Q: How can you be so sure, Doctor?
    > A: Because his brain was sitting on my
    desk in a
    > jar.
    > Q: But could the patient have still
    been alive,
    > nevertheless?
    > A: Yes, it is possible that he could
    have been
    > alive, practicing law
    > somewhere.

  • you finish off as an orgasm

    I want to live my next life backwards. You start
    out
    dead and get
    that out of the way. Then you wake up in a nursing
    home feeling
    better every day. Then you get kicked out for
    being
    too healthy. Enjoy
    your retirement and collect your pension. Then
    when
    you start work,
    you get a gold watch on your first day. You work
    forty
    years until
    you are too young to work. You get ready for high
    school; drink
    alcohol, party, and your are generally
    promiscuous.
    Then you go to
    primary school, you become a kid, you play, and
    you
    have no
    responsibilities. Then you become a baby, and
    then...
    you spend your last nine months floating
    peacefully in
    luxury, in
    spa-like conditions - central heating, room
    service on
    tap, and then,
    you finish off as an orgasm.

  • test your sense of sight!

    http://www.winterrowd.com/illusions/

    ok..i'll make it up to you..:P
    dn't worry your not the first :P

    http://www.winterrowd.com/prankedcoworker/

  • God Make ME a bILLIONAIRE!

    The world is changing FAst FORWArd!!!
    I need to be a billionaire! I can't chase the world's advancement with the the penny's that i have..
    Here is another new tech rising..and all i have within reach is a wishful thinking..
    I want one for my birthday! lol..i know..wishful thinking..
    God Make ME a bILLIONAIRE!

    http://www.microsoft.com/surface/

  • The Good Husband

    free_to_good_homerevenge

    Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas
    Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like
    alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As
    bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong.

    Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is
    a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next
    to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of
    him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in
    perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the
    aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the
    bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror
    written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in
    lipstick:

    "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make
    you your favorite dinner tonight.
    I love you, darling! Love, Jillian"

    He stumbles to the kitchen and sure enough, there is hot breakfast,
    steaming hot coffee and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the
    table, eating.

    Jack asks, "Son... What happened last night?" "Well, you came home after 3
    A.M., drunk and out of your mind. You fell over the coffee table and broke
    it, and then you puked in the hallway, and got that black eye when you ran
    into the door.

    Confused, he asked his son, "So, why is everything in such perfect order
    and so clean? I have a rose, and breakfast is on the table waiting for
    me??"

    His son replies, "Oh THAT!... Mom dragged you to the bedroom, and when
    she tried to take your pants off, you screamed, "Leave me alone, I'm
    married!!"

  • food for the soul

    Grey's Anatomy.a tv show i have been addicted to, ever since Josh (a student of mine) introduced it to me and lent his step mom's cd containing the show's season 1 and 2.for three days ,i watched the series ..only allowing breaks and pauses for food,water,bath..and sleep- and only because my eyes were tired and strained. it was the longest video marathon i ever did..hence, an addiction to the show. it didn't even stop there. after the last episode of season 2, i started waiting for hours- spending time and electricity, downloading season 3..i must admit..i fell in a trance, the world outside just suddenly stopped for a tv show..i cried,laughed a lot,felt loss,felt every pain and joy,surprised and amazed of its twists and turns..in short..i related with it intensely..it reminded me of my past, made me in tune with my present, and gave me clues on how to live my future. its script, is beautifully written . and i must say, it does have a sense of realism - of which Gio (a friend who is now an intern at the PGH) begs to disagree. well maybe not what actually happens on the hospital floors and operating tables, but with how people react and respond on life's challenges. may it be reacting or responding to love earned or love lost, to making or breaking a career, to keeping or lossing friends, to accepting or denying truths, to holding or letting go of control, to attachments or detachments, to the call of flesh or the spirit, to sanity or madness..all of what being humane is about. i specially like how it presents "An experience, example, or observation that imparts beneficial new knowledge or wisdom" -lessons in life,such as the high and lows of adolescence, the idea of God, religion, hypocricy..et. al..and the soundtracks ..of course..music makes it more dramatic, right!....so - i am a certified fanatic of the tv series..more than i am with 24 or sex and the city or prison break.

  • "So many food to eat, so much beer to drink. We should have two bellies instead of one."

    A fil-guy has this blogsite with photos and quotes in it..i specially love this quote..it just makes so much sense..not to mention.. its simply hilarious...:P

  • CANDIDATES FORUM

    Xavier University together with the CONVERSATIONS (an organization of civil society groups,Academes,Churches,Medias and engaged citizen's of Cagayan de Oro.. of which I am a part of ); hosted a Forum last 25th of April at its gymnasium, inviting all running Candidates of the city to present their Party's platform.. To be known, questioned and critiqued by the public.

    Attending my very first candidate's forum in history was a HIGH! Not that it was exciting because the politicians presented themselves well and the activity went smooth sailing, but because I couldn't stop giggling in my mind..thinking ..that it was a CARNIVAL OF MEN or a ZOO where most of the ANIMALS had gone wild out of their cages! Or better yet, a STAND-UP COMEDY show.

    It was really a high to get up-close and personal with the people in politics in our locality.

    I used to just bump into Benjo Benaldo at StarMart in front of our subdivision back in Gusa, and he was always wearing a smile, never missing out anyone he meets. I knew it was a politician thing to do but I thought at those times, he was just some elitist who smelled so good and maintained to be too damn flowless..He also caught my attention in those posters he posed pacutely.. .but during the forum, boy! Did I know more about him... he stood there delivering speeches about what he had done, what should be done and how he is going to do it; instead of impressing people though, he manage to unfold many of his inconsistencies,flaws, and shortcomings as a public servant. He would more often than not start his speeches or answers to questions bragging about having been elected into office for nine years; it was really funny when someone bombarded him with the question why in nine years he had very little to do and how come some of his proposed programs were up until now, INEXISTENT OR INCOMPLETE..

    Another unforgettable Carnival showman was Tinnex Jaraula..
    When the audience in the gym, became uncontrollable- cheering and booing..which made it hard to hear what each candidate were saying, and took the time allotted for the latter....Tinnex just lost his poise..no grace under pressure. He ranted about the whole thing...the craziness about it was; the people who he wanted to silenced, were his very supporters wearing his name on their shirts. He showed how he could snap when on the spot.
    The Forum , though comedic and uproariously merriment! Was not a negative; in fact it was a GOOD IDEA. ..Setting aside the hilarity it showcased, it was a moment of TRUTH. Truth about what politics faces (unsay nawong gd sa politica) and what facade power struggle presents. Truth about who among them deserves a chance to serve, and who among them really INTENDS to serve and were not on stage ..merely to give an entertaining performance but to confront the public of its needs and- with conviction and sincerity promised to DELIVER..

    I appreciated the PUBLIC SPEAKING prowess of some of our running candidates..The dexterity to effectively and artistically convey message and influence..Ian Nacaya was impressive when he swayed the booing public to listen to what he has to say, Rufus Rodriguez spoke wise with his words , while Antonio Soriano communicated state manly..(maklaru gd kinsa ang naay breeding).

    It was also a good chance to meet a not-so-famous contender, who in my opinion.. ought to be voted for.. ; JIMMY LACHICA – a professor of Religious Studies in Xavier.. if it were not of the forum..he would not have been heard and known.

    I am glad I was THERE. I had fun helping out in the Secretariat, trying to digest and translate every uttered word for documentation purposes..from the visayan dialect to English. Jotting words in simple tones without missing every expression meant..:)

    It was a historical event for me..I am glad I was a part of history.

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